And the fun begins....

[Livin4ME]

Thanks Sol...even tho I know there are others that feel the same way I do, it's good to actually be able to see it.
So I love music...I'm always able to find some kinda song that seems to fit me for the day, week, month, whatever. Today my song is Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie.
I'm having a difficult time today. I'm trying to get my studying done and the kids are just being ruthless! I had just asked for him to give me this one weekend so I could get my studying done. He knows how the kids are. So now I'm mad. He couldn't give me this one weekend so I could study. His GF is way too important. I know I won't get any sympathy from him. He'll never understand. So I'm trying to take that anger I have for him over this whole mess to work harder at my class. I will do this. I will pass this final.
And even tho I'm doing this for myself, a part of me still says that when I'm done, it will be good to see his face just to prove to him that I could do it without him.