Carlos, You did great. Fear is normal, recognising it and thinking thru it is a great coping skill. I prayed for you at mass last night and I prayed for your wife and kids. I think the opposite of love is fear so trying to send some love your way to displace the fear. You can handle it. Cheers ps You need to make a real wishing tree. That's a great idea that could spread.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
