Today was good but then I ran out of things to do and then I was in the house where I have to listen to her play with those guys she always plays with. It was too much for me. I didn't say a word. It got to a point where I couldn't handle it anymore so I got my keys and said "I'll be back in a bit.." and left.
I think I did the right thing.. I talked to my support people and then went to some people that I can talk to for a while and got it all out. Then I came home two hours later.
I just need to get hardened about this thing so that it doesn't bother me. I just don't know how I'm going to do that. It's one thing if she is in that state but she is completely hiding inside this game and it drives me crazy that she escapes everything and I have to suffer. I'm just hurting really bad right now and this is really hard.
