Oh, another detail I forgot to add. When my husband was talking to me he also said that he needed a little bit of time to think, because our sitch had just changed drastically. I said ok, I know. I understand. I told him to have fun, but be safe tonight. I said I love you and he said I love you, too. I cheerfully said goodnight and he said I'll see you some time in the morning.
And really I was cheerful, because I had my plans set for the night. I have church in the morning. I have no expectations right now. I am just grateful to be home. My dog is here and I feel pretty good right now.
Oh, and to save on the 2x4's, I always tell him I love him and he says he loves me, too. It might not be DB, but it is not something I plan to change as long as he still tells me the same back.
Funny how a DAM can love you and still do what they do, huh? Used to hurt so much to think about, but now I can kind of look at it and shake my head a little. Not sure if its detaching or anything close, but I really am not hurting at the moment.
Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08, S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012! Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.