Hey, I'm glad I've been able to join you on your ride. I'm just hoping I'm helping instead of hurting. Sometimes I say too much and I definitely don't want to come across as a know-it-all (b/c if I did, I wouldn't be in this place, now would I?). ANd yes, it has been a very long year. Once we get well ahead of this space, it will be interesting to look back and see where we've been.
Yes, XW is still very, very bitter. She can not and will not take any responsibility for anything. I doubt she ever will. Really, it will always be the same w/ her. It is sad, but it is what it is.
I'm feeling a bit better and it is odd my "low" came on a new moon period. There really has to be something to astrology. It always seems to be at worst in the ballpark.
I would like to have my socks knocked off one day and perhaps I will. I'm wary of a relationship right now, but I'm not adverse to dating and seeing what develops. So, we'll see.
Your prince is out there too, Ali. You thought BF was your real prince, but he wasn't. I thought XW was supposed to grow old w/ me. Now we'll just grow old on our own. I never did expect that, but this is my reality.
