Kalni, I am so sorry to hear you are not having a good day. You have come so far since the initial bomb and S. It's ok to have a bad day but you have to remain strong for your kids' sake. Take things slowly. Your heart will tell you if you are on the right path.
Me47 H46 S13 M16 Piecing since May/09
"Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it." Lou Holtz