All that you can't leave behind... (43)

[AliSuddenly]

Hey Kalni, I'm sorry for the shape you are in too and yes, thats correct - smoking like a chimney! I have been emotional on and off today too, I think its one of those days. Neptune (our ruler) turned forwards today. Tommorow is the anniversary of the bomb for me, I dont know if it is around now for you too.

Anyway, you are under alot of pressure and balancing on a tightrope between that life and this and you havent got across it yet, nor have you fallen. You're standing there, with a spinning plate on each hand !?

It will all seem like a bad dream by the end of the month, I am sure. You are ace,
Al xxx