Since yours is a case where your D was busted, can you tell me whether/how often your H said he wanted a D?
H wasn't abusive tonight, but it just caught me off guard. I thought things were different than they were, and I am not sure how much more I can take this. I feel really stupid and like I have been reading too much into the signs like our picture being out etc. I am seriously, 100% heartbroken.
He keeps saying things like "you know what is happening with us". If I weren't in a foreign country, I am not sure things would be as hard as they are now...
We've been talking about hanging out over Xmas etc., and I feel like I have been so pathetic, this is just not me...I don't know what I am going to do...I have broken every DB rule yet again. I have cried, plead for counseling etc. He leaves tomorrow through Wednesday, and I will certainly not be here when he gets back. He has said he would stay some nights here if he moved out etc. as a compromise, but I just can't believe that I am in this place. I really can't believe it and I feel so lost...
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
