Surrendering to hope

[istherehope]

I seriously don't know how much more of this I can take...

H started the R talk and there was nothing I could do. He said he was really unhappy, and that nothing had changed from when he had asked for a D. I tried to remain calm, and I did for quite awhile, but now I'm crying and he's seen it again.

He keeps saying that he wants to move out, and that he is so depressed being around me. He said that last weekend in Galway he only had fun because he drank so much, and that he had to drink to be able to enjoy my company.

Seriously I don't know if I can take this anymore. I am so unhappy now, and I can't stop crying, and I can't believe how cruel he is.

ITH