And the fun begins....

[Livin4ME]

I guess this is just me journaling...
The thoughts of loniness have started to sneak into my head. This is the part that's difficult for me. I love to cuddle. I love having that one person to talk to about stuff. I miss those things.
I know that I need to get out and do other things for myself when these moments hit, but it's hard with the kids. Especially this weekend cuz I have to study all weekend for my exam coming up this week.
And as happy as I am that STBX has filed and I can move on, I still miss having that one person here for me. I know I can go out and find someone to replace him so I can have that, but I'm not ready for another relationship right now. I want to focus on myself. But its still hard sometimes.