I think I may belong here.

[jame38]

K
He knows u love him, he see's the changes you have made and are making. You continue with the fliring, that doesnt always mean i want you to ur H. It means you love him and any attention u show him lets him know that. At least in my R when things were tough between us, that is what i wanted the most. Just the attention, the same as u do. So yes he knows u love him. Just do different things that u havent done in so many years. I know i harp on this, but the little things add up to alot. I dont know how many time i would be at work and pull the little notes out that wife would send in my overnight bag.

You are on the right trac, i do beleive things will work out for you. H will see the you that he feel in love with. You are a very strong willed women. It has taken so much for u to be where u are now. Ur not the same miserable women u were when u came her. U have grown in ur heart and in your mind. You are a big girl now, putting the little things to the side that would cause an argument. You have relaxed alot, I promise u he wonders why u are not (in the guys terms) bit@@@@@ all the time like u use to.

That is how we take it. You do things that feel right to you and go with that. Make it a habit to take a shower before bed, u will never have to worry about what u had to the other night. That would be another 180 for u maybe. Im going to say this again, you are a different person, i bet ur life will be so much peacful now. Dont doubt he questions ur love for him. As long as u do the little reassuring things, we doubt when u turn cold, u know that. What is that saying, "your a big girl now" lol proud of u K.