Aud, Thanks. You've articulated my situation very well. I like your point of moving forward as a leap of faith. I'm more into calculated risks.
It's hard to switch gears after months of sleeping elsewhere. I'm now supposed to become sexual, in the manner that she wants.
The problem is she vents her various frustrations via her rants, which make me want to be distant, not sexual. However, if she's expressing this frustration. I need to address it somehow.
I think of my dance classes. There comes a point where one has to be willing to just do it, and then make adjustments along the way. As one is trying the steps, one knows intuitively what corrections to make.
My W in our dance practice, gets frustrated with me if I stop too soon. She would rather I keep trying and refining things as we go along. Dancing too, is a leap of faith.
We'll see if I can transfer these skills to the sexual arena, and take a leap of faith.
CL
CL 53 W 54 M 20 yrs. 03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL 10-14' Piecing
"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."
