(((((Julia)))))

That sounds horrible. I guess I'd ask how your life would change if you weren't waiting for him. What would you do differently? IMHO, DBing is about moving on with your life and not putting your life on hold in the hope of reconciliation. I know your life is moving on, so am just curious about what else you'd change.....

Let me know if you fancy a chat- I'm free tomorrow if you want to get together for coffee.

L. xx

PS> Holiday sounds great- I'm glad you had a good time!!