Hope4us struggle, part 9 or 10 or whatever

[Hope4us]

The mood swings just keep on coming. And I'm not sure how much longer I can take them.

Warning, this is a vent......

Last night W got home from dropping off S20's costume, walked in the house, slammed her keys down on the counter and then went stomping around the house. About 10 minutes later she comes in the family room where I'm watching t.v. and I asked her how S20 was and BAM, complete mood change. She's talking, smiling, I'd say almost happy. We talk for a bit, she goes out to fix some toast.

I walk out in the kitchen and show her some of the rocks I brought up out of the cavern. The geologist that was down with us told us the layer of rocks we were at were around 2 billion years old. That's billion with a capital B. I found a few rocks with some fossils in them so I brought them home. I showed W the one that has a leaf fossil in it and she barely looked at it and said "yeah". I said, "ok", and put the rest of the rocks down and started to walk away and she said "what". I replied "you didn't even look at it". Then she gets all pissy saying she did, which I know she didn't. I was a few feet away with my body kind of turned away from her and she was messing around in the sink. So I know that's B.S. I walk back into the family room, get my cell phone and go to bed. On the way by I told her I was going to bed and she didn't even acknowledge me.

And then she slept on the couch all night.

I know she's PMSing. I'm willing to cut her a little break with that. But if this is the way it's going to be, I'd rather just end it now and move on. I just don't know how many more of these mood swings of hers I can take.

I know there are many things that could be up with her, like we've discussed in previous posts. And I understand them. But I woke up early this morning and just thought to myself, 'it was so nice here last night without her around'. S16 and I had a really nice evening. I could so be ok with that being the situation for the rest of my life.

Ok, vent over. We'll see what today holds.