Hey, I am still here partner. I hope like hell your sleeping. Got the feeling you might not be. This WILL pass my friend. Like it or not you are exactly where you need to be.
Never ask why. You must trust that you are growing. Four months from now you won't even know who you WERE. Never mind that now though. You take it one day at a time, one hour at a time, one second at a time.
One foot in front of the other. Listen I know who you are. You are a strong, caring, Kind, grown man,( You found this place and posted) I know your upside down right now.
I posted a little something on waiting till the time is right. Read it!! Never let fear keep you from anything (ask for help when you need it). You WILL receive it.
Please be patient.... This is on someone else's time ^^^^^^^ keep looking up. This may be the last thing you want to hear, but you have to let it all go. (not gonna happen overnight). Patience x 10000000.
You know what your doing tomorrow? Your going to the wedding and acting as if like never before, and when the day is done. You come back here and let it out, ALL of it.