All that you can't leave behind... (43)

[mishka422]

Amazing K!

Your H is getting there, isn't he? I'm so glad that you are going to give your R another try.

I am going to be cheering you on all the way!

[RefuseToLose]

good for you, Maria.

He is coming around and it will be work. I know this is difficult for you, but if it succeeds, this past year will have been worth everything.

I'm w/you 100% as always.

Rob

[deb13]

Kalni, I am happy for you! I truly feel that you are making the right decision. Especially if there has not been a OW or any kind of abuse.

Your h definitely sounds as if he wants to work things out. And, everyone deserves a second chance.

I wish the very best for you and your family...and many, many years of love and happiness!

Please take things slowly....and remember your promise. Be true to yourself.

Best Wishes!
Deb

[JCJ]

(((Kalni)))
That is such wonderful news!

[AliSuddenly]

Hey Maria,

Your boat did come in afterall....

SOOOO happy for you.
Love Al xxxxx

[One Day]

(((((Sunshine)))))

Fantastic news from your H, and that you're going to tell him you'll try.

Now the really hard work begins.....

L. xx

[BobbiJo]

I am so excited for you! When are you going to tell H you want to try??? I am very hopeful for you!

[Lanzo]

Hi K,

I'm getting ready to get off the fence (slowly though).


Lan

[Kalni]

Hi ((everyone)),

thanks for your positive thoughts. Lan, I am glad you are because I am struggling to. Last night I went to bed thinking I am ready to do this and this morning I got up crying again. I think I may be getting depressed a little bit. I remind me of how I was post separation days...
stbxH came to pick up the kids. We didnt talk or anything. I had the chance to tell him what I was thinking of telling him but didnt. He asked me why my eyes were swollen and I blamed my lenses for it. I am not sure he believed me but...

So, I am home, a close friend of mine came over for "coffee" and of course she was surprised to see me in this shape. She cant understand "what else am I waiting for?". Well, frankly, I dont either...

So, I 've been eating all sorts of junk food today, smoking like a chimney (is this correct?) and thinking. Ohh, and I watched Sex and the City and thought it was a melodramatic movie (my mood was that bad-a bit better now).
I am going to watch Shrek I, II, III now...

I hope everyone is having a great Sat.
xxx
K

[AliSuddenly]

Hey Kalni, I'm sorry for the shape you are in too and yes, thats correct - smoking like a chimney! I have been emotional on and off today too, I think its one of those days. Neptune (our ruler) turned forwards today. Tommorow is the anniversary of the bomb for me, I dont know if it is around now for you too.

Anyway, you are under alot of pressure and balancing on a tightrope between that life and this and you havent got across it yet, nor have you fallen. You're standing there, with a spinning plate on each hand !?

It will all seem like a bad dream by the end of the month, I am sure. You are ace,
Al xxx