Max....we all are here for you, even me if it seems like am I just slapping you around, I'm totally trying to help you.
NOW here's the help this time....this is going to be very hard and sad for you and you need support from an in person counselor.
Also, I can't recall, do you have sisters or could your mother come stay with you for a while? Have you told anyone else what is going on? You need support in person....I'm so sorry we can't be there and take you out for a beer.
Please get support...that is the only thing that you need right this moment. Let the future care for itself for a bit and you care for max for a bit.
