Bittersweet day. I am in St. Louis where my SIL earned his PHD today. I am with his family and having a wonderful warm and happy day.
While TJ is back in our hometown finalizing our divorce today..

I am strangely OK. It is a business deal, and it is in God's hands anyways. TJ seemed determined to get this divorce, so I am accepting the divorce,
but I will always be his wife in my heart.
I know this is a temporary situation, but
I do not like being divorced.
there is much more, but I want to tell all my friends who are worries about me, that I forgot my cell phone on the seat of my car back home. So don't call me. My lawyer can't call me either.
I guess God arranged that. \:\)

I am ok. Really really.
I have prepared for this and had a dress rehearsal 1 year ago.

Love to all,
Holly.
Can't find that darn pole in this hotel room.


Bomb 1/06
D dismissed 11/07, attempt reconciliation. Premature.
Divorce final October 31, 2008.
OW looks like bad history. Over.
Still hopeful. Baby steps.
In R with my X.