Bittersweet day. I am in St. Louis where my SIL earned his PHD today. I am with his family and having a wonderful warm and happy day. While TJ is back in our hometown finalizing our divorce today..
I am strangely OK. It is a business deal, and it is in God's hands anyways. TJ seemed determined to get this divorce, so I am accepting the divorce, but I will always be his wife in my heart. I know this is a temporary situation, but I do not like being divorced. there is much more, but I want to tell all my friends who are worries about me, that I forgot my cell phone on the seat of my car back home. So don't call me. My lawyer can't call me either. I guess God arranged that.
I am ok. Really really. I have prepared for this and had a dress rehearsal 1 year ago.
Love to all, Holly. Can't find that darn pole in this hotel room.
Bomb 1/06 D dismissed 11/07, attempt reconciliation. Premature. Divorce final October 31, 2008. OW looks like bad history. Over. Still hopeful. Baby steps. In R with my X.