Is this worth saving, or am I only fooling myself?

[Dash]

Not a good day today.

I'm anxious about tomorrow and I'm not sure how to act.

Three days and no contact. I guess I'm really beginning to see what she thinks of me.

I hate this feeling, up and down, mad one minute, sad the next. I'm too old to be going through this, especially for a woman that doesn't care about me and most likely never has.