Man, we are in the same room and she sits behind me and plays with this guy. She has all kinds of fun and laughs a lot and stuff. It just kills me not knowing if this guy is scmoozing her and becoming involved together. They spend so much time together I can't say how they couldn't have anything going on. And to think that she spends all this time with him in our own house while we're married just kills me. If I said anything all it would do would upset her and she would tell me they're just friends and that I was being a jealous jerk and that would just push her farther away. So I have to bite my tongue and keep my mouth shut and be happy around here. Argh this hurts so bad. :'-(
..and I heard her telling these guys that she put pictures of our kids and stuff on her MySpace page and her in her costume so they could see. Man, this is difficult.
