Hi Guys...I am okay. Not really much going on. Had brief contact w/ H at the beginning of the week because I broke yet again another cell phone and had to order yet again another new one, lol me and cell phones!!! But otherwise, that was really it. Interestingly, as I was going to get off the phone, H said wait you want to hear something funny? And proceeded to launch into a story about his mortgage. I am not sure what was funny about it, but it was obvious to me he does miss me a little. That is nice. But I am keeping myself busy so I don't think about it toooo much (hehe just a little....) I still miss him, and there are days I still cry, but for the most part I am doing okay. Not talking to him means I can't let my mouth get in the way anymore!!!


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..