He came home @ 4 am on Saturday. And yes he is dry / clean now. We went to the Dr yesterday and he was prescribed meds , and he told the Dr he would follow the protocol to a T~ that he wanted to get better. He stayed home last nite and he didnt have not one beer. To me it was a miracle. When he filled out the questionare my tears filled with eyes. ( Questionare for Anxiety ) Every question he put 4 which meant very often he fees x , y or z.
I know you will think I am crazy DQ~ ( I dont think so cause you are a good witch * Wink *wink Like me) But I supposedly was his mother in a past life and he died when I gave birth to him. I cant believe I am telling you this. And no I am not nuts or drinking. I have had good times with him and seen the beautiful side of him. Like every Sunday for a month now he has devoted to me and the kids fully, That why I havent posted much , I have been very happy and so has he. I am not making excuses for him , but thats why it hurt si much for him to arrive late that day. For me he threw away all the weeks of him not going out and being a Real Man. I love him and its not cause I dont think I can get anyone else. It is a deep love and he loves me that way too. he just doesnt love himself like he loves me and that is where the problem is. Please advise DQ~
