You said on Cinco's thread, "we went to the doctor and he stopped drinking". Then you are saying he stopped drinking as #1 on this post.....
But I thought last night he came home drunk at 4:00 am?
I am confused, but don't worry about that....I just want to point out...that he has NOT stopped drinking and he really never will until he decides to do so for himself. But you already know that...
Honey...the "girly" thing to say is "he doesn't deserve you, blah blah blah, he's a jerk, yada yada yada".
But instead, I will say the witchy thing to you....
WHY are YOU with him? And I mean that deeper than just the surface. There IS a reason, and it may be a reason that is beyond your understanding (past lives, paying retribution to each other, tangled in the astral world together....)
But there IS a reason....
Now, we are never stuck with karma if we choose to undo it in this life. You can undo karma and you can undo previous agreements to a life together in this life.
Do you want to?
What do you really want?
You do say that you want the simplicity of just loving a loving husband and having him love you back....but that is never what you have actually had with him and it doesn't seem likely you will ever have that with him.
Therefore...there IS some other reason you are with him and some other thing you want from this.
Somewhere in your past or reincarnational past, you chose to be here, now, with him, in this way.
