I am happy to hear you are 'free'. I agree with your thinking that you had to plea to a crime you didn't commit, I agree it was wrong. I suppose if the money was available you could have tried to fight it with a jury trial? Remember now you have probation but you are still able to live in your home with your kids.
toh, would you consider some type of meds to help you steady out? look at your post about yesterday, you are spinning faster than your H.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.