After we have sex H says he feels guilty. Sometimes I can see it in him, other times I think he is fine. One time last week after we were done, I said, you know we still do it pretty good! H said Oh Yeah! So at least he still enjoys it. I guess if he didn't like it we wouldn't be doing it. It is weird, he wants to be with her, but I don't think they are doing anything. Just weird! But that is part of the whole show, I am waiting for a bearded lady and the world's smallest man to show up! I guess that all goes along with the roller coaster too!
K- take care of yourself, you have so much to deal with right now! I can't imagine all the stress and concern.
