MLC BS2

[Patrick325]

I take Karate twice a week but I still have a bit of time to myself. I have pets to take care of so I try to spend some time with them once in a while. I guess I do feel sorry for myself but what else can you do when your life is so changed and it's on hold waiting for someone to wake up. I try to stay busy but your mind always seems to be on your sitch. It's been a year and it drives me crazy...In a lot of ways I wish I could just be done with it and move on...then I feel like the suffering is owrth it for my kids and my family..I can't give up yet, i've come so far. But it feels like I am in the same exact spot I was a year ago...worse, because she is building a R with this guy and so are my kids.