Saw him online, and he said "hi", to which I responded the same, and haven't heard another peep in the last 2 hours--which is fine with me.
I don't want to be so nervous, but I suppose I'm pretty nervous about going home tonight, and will be leaving in about 10 minutes...
I just went to have a beer at our Friday sponsored drinks, and saw all of these people dressed up in costume, and was just thinking about how I want my routine and my life back. I really hope tonight will be as good as I feel it could be. I think I will stop off for a bottle of wine on the way home in case there is a chance to either celebrate or a need to get drunk!
Also wanted to let everyone know that MLC friend and I IM on a daily basis about out sitches. I keep telling him that he should just reach out to his ex. Today he told me that she told him someone wrote a poem about her. He actually told me that words could never describe her beauty, and how ridiculous it was that some monosyllabic idiot would even try. On behalf of all of us, I am trying to help him see the light here since he so clearly wants her back...He will be home for Christmas, and I have really suggested that he make a move before it's too late...It's really interesting to see this all from the other side.
OK please wish me luck tonight. I am feeling both really hopeful and a little bit anxious, but I want to focus on the positives...
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
