This morning was really hard for me. Her showing that she is irritated at me in general is just hard to deal with and keep on a happy face. She got her costume on and went to our daughters school. She had me take a couple pictures of her out in front of the house before she left. She was nice and stuff and I told her she looked great.
After she left I came in the house and broke down again. I feel really good about how I am handling things these days but by no means is this easy. I am 110% committed to doing the right thing and not failing in my actions. I know all I can do is do the right thing and keep my chin up when she is here and be a good friend to her dispite the annoyances she is showing me.
I pray that she can open a part of her heart and let me in to show her that I can be the husband that I should have been all along and that I will be forever going forward.
