IMHO, I would not ask about the C. (I was just curious). Just as you know she is watching you for changes, so you are watching her.
When things are consistently going well, good stability, it encourages us to see if the next step will support us. I wonder if that's where the antsy feeling is coming from. Not knowing whether the current foundation will support the next step. If you both are willing - you know it will. Remember that. Don't keep looking at yourself as being impatient, though, it could be that you're ready to move to the next level.
Hope your C is going well and you have a great weekend.
