"During our phonecall, I got angry. I am thinking, why the hell do I bother to even consider this? To end up offering hotel services to the man that hurt me? What for? I am about to grab that phone and let him have it. There is no way this is going to work if he continues like this. No way..."
How can you expect change.. when you really have not even decided what to do. You are focusing on the wrong thing.. you are focusing on the negative outcomes of your choices.. that leads me to believe.. you are acting a little "Emotional". You could walk away right now.. and years from now be beating your head wishing it was different.
You say that you have great intuition.. and your husband confirms this. Tell me right now your intuition is not telling you to take a go at this?
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
