yeah, I usually do say something like that, Wednesday I was not myself as I mentioned a few posts back. Having those bad days like you found last weekend, but knowing they will come and then go, I can always hold myself together well enough to not react whether I miss an opportunity to really give it the 'as if'. It's not really 'as if' anymore tho, it's real !!!
I always think back to when she was baiting me saying she had a Bf and I replied really nicely hope he makes you happy and your happy etc. Well, a week later that ended so it was all definitely to get at me. Maybe this one will be the same.
I do truely hope she finds happiness in her life. I do not want her to continue with the pain she is feeling tho I do not belive she can do that with some proper long term IC. It certainly won't be by sleeping about or from having another man, she will make the same mistakes again, whereas I know I won't.
Off now, might not be on til Sunday with the weekends and Sat nights stories for you all. Have a gooden folks.... Happy Halloween
