Signs to say WAW woke up?

[dday101798]

Well, I screwed up again. W sent a a few picture messages of the kids carving their pumpkins and I really appreciated it, that was nice. She even went so far as to point out it was only her and our youngest doing all the carving when our oldest bailed on the job.

Later in the evening, one of my "house-mates" and I had a blowout after I found him drunk with this absurd blanket and pillow aparatis over a window in a mutual area and laying in my grandfathers flanel jacket that he took it upon himself to "borrow".

So, he stormed out and left me in a serious financial bind for the next few weeks, don't even know how I'm gong to pay for groceries starting tonight.

As a result, dummy me went about my usual way of handling blow outs with people and listened to some music and a few beers. I set the CD player to random and then one of her favorite songs came on "I'll be there for you" by Bon Jovi so what does dummy me do? Sends her a text "I'll be there for you". I immediately tried to correct this and sent "I'm sorry I shouldn't have sent that". Man I feel so stupid, might as well shot myself in the foot as previously stated huh?

She has been calling or texting every morning now for the past 2 weeks as things have improved between us. Today, nada, zip, nilch.

I have hopes that this is due to her having to be driven to work my OM as since she had both kids and they are bringing stuff to school today for halloween parties, OM took her to work when she has been calling or texting these past few weeks when her friend drives her in.

Damn, how bad did I scrw up? i don't see it being that bad, but, ug, I feel stupid, hungover none the less and stupid.

Well, she also has been calling at 10am on her break so I guess we'll see.

On a positive, horoscope(s) for the day"

Mine: "A expert can teach you an easier way to achieve your intended results. Use other people's experience, and save yourself time and anguish".

Heh, seems to fit the course of the day thus far.

Hers: "Entertaining at home looks like your best weekend option. You have a few chores that have been stacking up. Maybe your friends will help.".

Damn, I hope she calls here in a few.