All that you can't leave behind... (43)

[AliSuddenly]

BUt even if you woke up in a years time.. you can change it then, change direction? I know you have your kids to think about, but then, its better to have tried? I dont know. Theres so much in 'flux' right now, I dont think we CAN make a measured decision and know how its going to turn out.

I think like Gypsy says, maybe just pick a direction and start swimming?

Besides, I guess he hasnt responded yet and it may take him a while too, if he is that busy at work and also, your email was pretty strong and demanded a good answer.