Surrendering to hope

[istherehope]

Hmm and now everyone I would normally go out with seems to be booked this evening, as I waited until the last minute to try and set up plans. So I am just not sure what to do. A big part of me would love to go home and hang out with H, rather than stay at work late just to avoid looking like I am eager to hang out. I think staying in on Halloween with candy to give out etc. could be really nice, but only nice if we are both in the mood for this.

I guess I will see whether he contacts me when he gets home, and see what this contact seems to be like. I could stay at the office for a couple of extra hours, and just sign out of IM, but it seems contrived...

ITH