I think I may belong here.

[kelaaron]

Well yesterday was a little hectic at clients. Sister got mostly moved in with a lot of help. I was watching the kids and the older one pushed the baby into the washing machine. I got so mad I actually yelled at him. I have never yelled at him in his entire life, been stern, but no yelling. Well, everyone, both kids, me, and client started crying. Boy was that a lot of fun. Hoping as they get settled, we will all get settled and calm.

So home, well, I think I mentioned that H and I had sex last week and then I got texts the next day about how he feels it just isn't right. So Wed night, I went to bed and started receiving text messages. Ended up being from H, text sex. This went on for a while and he came to my room and we ended up being together again. I honestly didn't think that this was going to happen again for a while as he felt so badly last week. Yesterday, thankfully, no horrible texts telling me that the sex was good but that he felt bad. Then last night, H decided to be a little bit of a jerk. I asked him if he ate, and what he ate, and his answer was "food". After he went to bed, S said, what is his problem, why couldn't he tell you what he ate? All I can do is tell S, this is what he is doing. So the saga continues and now I ride two rollercoasters. I am hoping one of them stops soon, or at least slows down enought so that I can GET OFF. I think I just want to sit on the sideline and watch for a while because i"m not having any fun anymore.