So every time I think I have this plan in place for taking back a bit of dignity, something happens to change it...H texted at 430 in the morning from the Istanbul airport to say he was there, waiting for his plane, and was I working from home today. I waited until I actually got up, about 3 hours later, and just said "no". Then he wrote back about someone coming to look at the heater today, and it was a little sarcastic, so I said I'd make sure I was around if it was before he got home. In fact this means now that if I have to wait around for the repairman, we could end up crossing paths in the house--him home from an exhausting business trip, me once again waiting around.
I am going to have to see the positives in this...I guess if we do cross paths, I can leave as soon as he gets here, and say that I need to get into the office because I have plans. I just wanted it all to be done in a note!
Well, there is still a chance that the repairman will come really early, and that I have nothing to worry about...
I am starting to think that this is a sign for me to be in the house today.
ITH
Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
