Is this worth saving, or am I only fooling myself?

[Dash]

Who knows she may just come back and work hard at it. I keep the window cracked as they say; I just don't look out of it very often.

I hear ya there. I'm doing the same thing. I'll just be glad to get through all these crazy swings in emotion. One minute I'm happy as a lark, the next I'm crying my eyes out and the next I hate her with the intensity of a thousand suns (which is the way I used to love her). I feel like I'm going insane.

At least I'm not checking my email every five minutes like I was in the beginning. Or watching the phone.

I need to come to grips with the fact that she's moved on and I need to do the same. I'm in that "place" right now where I'm feeling she's not really worth it because I don't think she will ever change, even though I have already began to change.

Thanks MC.