Still Hoping
Nice to hear from you
I think about you and always wonder how things are..I will check your thread in a moment to see if you posted and i also wish I could maintain the Letting Go..but the wanting H back always seems to come back now and again
does it ever end???

Cagzmom
Yes- the door remains open, anything is possible
but I do have less hope

Upside
I somehow feel as long as H knows I remain the safety net..He will not return
not that he seems happier now, but I still sense this M life is too monotomous- He likes the freedom to do whatever he wants
and he is really not accountable to anyone
not such a great thing when you are bad with money

hope you all have a great weekend and thanks for visiting
peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow