anyway, not much time to update but thought I'd start a new thread and hopefully get to it bit by bit. I'm not sure who all of us old timers is still around, I see Ellie and Slowly and WCW...I have to check around...
anyhow, when I started my last thread I was so down and blown away...it's hard to go back and recall it. Since then, things have slowly gotten better, STILL not where I want (will they every be) but then I've backed off some to try to give H more room to carry some of the R (oldtimer, if you're here, see I was listening!). It occured to me as I was starting this though, that some "Fizz" is a good thing....keeps things like soda from going "flat". Maybe it works for R's too! I hope....
so much to update, some of it makes me think H's A was only the opening scene of my soap-opera life.
S is now 16, nearly 6', not very interested in driving??????? and doing ok as far as living with type 1 diabetes. has been screened for celiac disease, thyroid probs, etc., so far so good, nothing. I just pray it stays that way and I find it a struggle to not worry about him ALOT and be a helicopter parent.
The neat thing is to see how close S and H are...they truly have such a great relationship, it makes me feel like it was a good thing that came from all the awful times we slogged through.
I am still working on baby steps for my own life, some progress in some areas, but much to do still in general....still working on building a better M....have come to the conclusion that will be a work in progress for the rest of our lives, but so it goes.
