So what's on my list... Going to ask my S11 if he wants to help me repaint one of the bathrooms and also my bedroom. I' also going to get a bed that I like - along with end tables that make me feel like I'm in more of a bedroom...since my W is taking the bed (which I never liked) - and I can now decorate the room in a way that feels more comfortable and balanced.
After the new fridge arrives on Sunday, I'm looking forward to filling it with foods that my boys and I like...
I will make myself get up and meditate in the quiet of every morning - rather than allowing myself to mourn and fall apart in the silence of the morning.
I will reach out to more friends - and make sure that I let people know that I need them - and not allow myself to get too dark - or so dark that I don't heal well.
I'll rearrange the living room. I will do more work around the yard in the back. I'll go bike riding with my S11. I'll read more...and get myself off the floor more.
There are more things...I'm just going to wait until I have more clarity to add them here.
