And it has GOT to be rougher than what most of us forced-monastic types are going through... I mean, he is sooooo close, with it nearly in his grasp, and yet so far. Gotta' be maddening.
Me? Yeah, it's rough -- but I've been shut entirely down; she's now stone-cold dead towards me -- which is both a blessing and a curse.
Unlike poor Doc, I at least know there's no way, no how my W will ever give me a shot again... which is also a blessing as well as a curse. It simply means I don't have to torture myself with that possibility anymore, not from that avenue at least.
