Thanks Rob, I am doing as you suggest. Only I will soon get frustrated if he doesnt do somekind of a big nice gesture. I believe, when you want your "wife" back after you f@ck up, you have to do something romantic and unexpected, just to get her "in the mood". I know, too romantic? Still, that is what I want. So, do I settle...? On the other hand, I still havent told him I want to try so he maybe hesitating.
The truth was that I was not interested at all in his work. In fact, since I partly blame his work for us getting here, I hate his job, couldnt care less...
So, time goes by and I am eating like crazy. Probably gained 5 kilos the last 7 days... K