While I do still really like the idea of just leaving H here alone on his own, in true Secret fashion, I feel like another path has been opened. Unless my friend reaches out to me tomorrow, I am taking it as a clear sign that I need to come home. I just wish I felt like H wanted me to be here...Maybe it will feel differently tomorrow, and maybe the dynamic will be different with me coming home late instead of vice versa.
My goal is to still avoid all R talks this weekend, have a really good time, have plans in the works for the next weekend, and then decide on my own to go to a friend's house on Monday or Tuesday for a few days.
Oh and yes it is funny how things like "we" in an email can make us so happy these days. How happy would something like "I like spending time with you" make you? I bet we can both remember the days when an ILY seemed like just another phrase...ahhh...
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Last edited by istherehope; 10/30/0806:46 PM.
Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
