Don't get me wrong, I've said myself, "I'm tired of being strong! I'm tired of the pain. I'm tired of wondering what is next! I'm tired of being strong!"
Ya.... I am simply at one of those points in the journey. Tired. Maybe I am ready for a new dimension in my R with God and my dissatisfaction I am experessing this the beginning of that next phase.
Who knows.
Am glad to have a place to go with these thoughts and feelings and glad to have a the ability to live another day and make choices just for today.
It is interesting, in AA we talk often about living a day at a time. AA was founded on the Bible and the bible quote you mention is the source of this day at a time principle. It is amazing how effective this simple concept is.