You picked an interesting title..... When I was shopping around for a new W.... I was visiting with a "candidate" in Tampa, FL.... I found myself visiting a Christian bookstore one day while she was at work...... I found that book there in the used section.... I picked it up for a buddy of mine who was and still is going through some serious health issues....
My friend, I can relate to the betrayal, heartbreak, loss, hurt and pain beyond description..... I wish there was some way to just flip a switch and it is all gone.... Unfortunately, that is not the case......
I, like you, have a new life..... One where God has blessed me beyond my wildest dreams.... Beautiful W.... Soon to be even bigger house in an awesome neighborhood.... Luxury car.... Great S16 (from exW #1)..... Soon to be taking the CPA..... Starting a new business venture with a Doctor friend.... My health is excellent... Everything is good as it could be...
Yet, I still feel this black cloud over my head.... Because of what happened with Kim.... I know I did everything I could... I made several mistakes... But, I NEVER told her I would not be willing to work on our M....
I cannot help but be human and ask.... "What does Kim really think about our divorce now seeing how my life is?" A rhetorical question...
In the end, the only solution I see is to turn it over to God, step back and allow Him to work....
RMG
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"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before." from "Good Will Hunting"
