peace- I hope that you are doing better. I do know what you're going through is difficult and takes time but you will eventually get through this and be in a much happier place...wherever that may be.
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H will keep me dangling infinitely just to be a safety net
I wish they could understand how cruel it is to be a safety net...but I think it just goes to show how screwed up they are. You don't have to be the safety net if you don't want to be. Free yourself from your H's mess and be happy...find what makes YOU happy...and as cagzmom says, you can always reopen the door if you want to.