Feeling better again this morning, but certainly having more odd days of how much this is really p1551ng me off. The sitch, the time, but most of all the boys and what they are going through.
get centered brother...it will pass..
I'm trying bruv, really struggling today, but starting to do things to help myself. Not really helping the old head so a run is in order for this evening I think. I'll be ok when with the boys Sat then out with loads of friends Sat night.
Have gone through the bills and I'm paying �350 ish to STBX for those, throw in the mortgage and I must have MUG written on my forehead !!! Thanksfully it's only been 2 months but still, that is a lot of money to me.
Roll on Sat
Mike - You ever had times when you question whether you quit to soon ? I think I'm having a few days like that, but it's not for her, it's for my boys. The last few times I have seen them S2 is clingy and S6 is just awesome, at that age where we should be doing all the boys stuff I dreamed off together. I don't have a favourite, don't get me wrong, but S6 is very sensitive little guy and always been a mumys boy, but since a few months back we have got closer. I miss him and his brother soooo much it really hurts at the moment.
