Thanks BH and Sol, after writing that last post I realized that often it's the people on this board who put that smile back on your face! It has always amazed me that so many people here, despite some incredible pain, still find the time to check in on others and give something of themselves. That's one thing my faith did teach me, when you feel like crap, do something for someone else. It really does work! Well, today I'm off to the doctor's again to give him sh!t. Yesterday I was fine and today I'm coughing, sneezing and my back is killing me! I hardly slept last night, got up this morning, chucked my cookies, got dressed and then decided "what kind of an idiot would go to work like this!" So I phoned in sick. So, it's off to the doctors (I'm not waiting for pneumonia like I've stupidly done in the past), then to the chiropractor and then a massage. I am fixing this back thing NOW. I've had enough of wrenched shoulders! I cancelled my IC appointment for this evening because it's downtown and I will probably be passed out on the couch tonight! I still plan to check in on the kids at STBX's tonight, as I promised I would. Even though my appointment is cancelled, I'm still not bailing her out for the entire evening, I'll do what I said I'd do, that's it. Gotta go, my ambulance is waiting!