Right now I think I've subconsiously told myself the very same thing and am just trying to figure out how to go about it.
I am still not initiating daily contact and leaving that up to her. Content of the conversation, also left to her. Also in light of my latest feeling I am keeping things short and sweet and not letting her know that what I exactly want is for her to try and 'come back' as you say.
Learning experience, for sure. Like I said, my friends think I am absolutely nuts, and at times I tend to agree.
I don't know which part of the ride is worse, the intial shock and awe of everything or this portion.
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11