Third. When I came back home in may, I dived in head first. WRONG! Be patient like you are doing. One of the first repiles I got back from my very first post on here was from a good and wise man that said I needed to control my breathing and slow myself down. Dont show any anger or frustration or expect your w to just jump in with both feet at first. That man was YOU Coach back in August in my first thread, Im so lost without her. So now I am telling you to do the same. But you already know this so who am I kidding!! LOL! Still, its good advice. It helped me.
Don't you just love it when people tell you to use the advice you gave them! Always easier from the outside looking in. I'm just sitting still holding the apple in my hand waiting for my deer to take it.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.